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crazy lovin mama to three tinies - learning about the world through their delighted faces....and trying to remember to always smile through the chaos...

Monday, January 09, 2012

*amazingness in a jar*



wishin' a little, that i could bottle up amazing. here is just that....



i feel refreshed...
i feel full...
i feel like i need a sponge to soak up all the amazingness that is *life*...
i feel blessed.....
i feel happiness....like DEEP happiness....
i feel determined...
i feel comfortable....
i feel radiating love...
i feel *bliss*
i feel like there is magical moments all around, and if my eyes are open, and my heart is ready, there they are...
i feel like my world is makin' a whole lot of sense to me....
i feel a shift...in me...my being...every fiber of my soul...it is a strange, but REALLY good feeling...
i feel like every day is the kind of awesome like when you first discovered fireflies on a summer night and that dandelions you can blow in to the sun shine filled air are so damn cool....


***and it has been SO long, since i have felt these feelings, and come hell or high water....i'm holding on for dear life...***

there is so much going on in our little magical bean world...so much madness, and chaos, and magic, and love, and i swear, i did not start self medicating...(maybe i should, but that is probably a conversation for another date)...its just good...it just IS.

we are immersed in *life* over here right now, and SO high on it...and people, it is amazing...and i feel like i have permagrin....and it is such a soulwarming awesome feeling.


xxx*al