life is funkish right now.
it's funky like people i love are going through tough times...people i so love and cherish are in limbo...limbo is a very very weird place to be.
it's funky like benji is totally trained but peed on the kitchen floor yesterday - not like had an accident, but funky like he dropped trough and peed on the JUST WASHED floor. - and then on the deck three more times - and.i.did.nothing.about.it...
*(i was coming up from taking some flower pics.... - he swore he didn't do anything as i snapped this pic...)
it's chaos like one minute i am so low down i can't see past my big toe, and the next benji and i are laughing so hard we are crying.....
it's chaos like i have to hide in the bathroom and LOCK the door if i need to have a phone conversation....yes, with water running to drone out the fussing...
it's funkish like i finally got the tattoo on my foot i have been dreaming about forever, and i so hearted the whole experience, and am still STARING at my foot because i still can't get passed that i actually DID it. *and i wanna do it again....who AM i?? and how good did it feel to step out of my life for a few hours and hang out at tattoo studio....with adrenaline flowing and nobody talking about sports and clubs and report cards and and and...
there is SO MUCH good and so much CRAP flowing around these parts that i can't grasp just what it is supposed to mean....
it's insanity people. i am telling you.
life is just a little funkish right now people, and i do not know what to do about it.
i gotta tell you folks, it's tough to keep a blog when sometimes i can't get out of my own way....
