sometimes - i love. all of it.
sometimes - i don't understand how i could be so very blessed....and i wonder if i deserve all these goodz...
sometimes - i wish upon a star for the answers to questions floating around in my head....life questions peeps - real world questions - the kind that don't always have answers....
sometimes - i sit back and smile at all the goodness all around me - and i think my heart may burst....
sometimes - i love my little world so much that i can't breathe and i want to squeeze it so tight that it turns crazy colors and little stars fly all around...
sometimes - i am in awe of nature....all of it, and i have trouble putting one foot in front of the other because everywhere i look something is filling me with amazement and curiosity.
sometimes - i feel like i am walking on air, and that there is a soundtrack for every moment of time that passes....
sometimes - i am mad to the core that i can't let my true authentic self climb out of her skin and rock and roll the way she wants to for fear of what comes with that....but then i wonder...if she is really wants to come out, or if she is pretty damn content takin' up space in my head....
sometimes - i am the best mama....who makes my beans world a far better place...
sometimes - i am a grouchy mama - who lacks the patience and understanding i SHOULD have because i get caught up in too many things that will pass if i just choose silence and LET THEM...
sometimes - i am cranky and pms filled and i yell and carry on about nothing in particular and everything in between - yes, like a 5 year old.
sometimes - i laugh....till i cry...and i smile till it hurts....
sometimes - i don't.
sometimes - i can't.....
sometimes - i am in go mode....and other times...i wait....and i am not good at that....
sometimes - i feel so filled full with life that i have no idea which end is up....
sometimes, i am alot of things...and sometimes....i am not....
i am not sometimes, but always, as always...me. and i am practicing owning that....*sigh*
